Today has been a silent day in London. The construction across the street from my flat stood stills, there are no sirens in earshot, the cars seem to not have left their parking spots, and myself along with my roommates don’t seem to have much to say. I’m still trying to wrap my head around the events that happened yesterday in Paris. Unlike a lot of my peers that are currently abroad in Europe, I have yet to visit this beautiful city. Despite the unknown, my heart aches for the people of Paris and everyone else affected.
Grasping the idea that other human beings can inflict so much pain on a fellow soul is tragic. I can’t help but think back to all of the times my mom has told me that it doesn’t matter where you are, bad things can happen anywhere to anyone. I never paid much attention because I believed that if you kept to yourself, trouble wouldn’t follow you. I was wrong. All of those people went out yesterday with no idea of how their days would end, with no intentions of hurting anyone or getting hurt. It’s baffling that it only takes a few minutes to create so much chaos.
As upsetting as this situation is, my lack of energy today has allowed me to take a step back and be grateful of how lucky I am. I am safe, my loved ones are safe, and my peers are safe. One truly doesn’t know what she has until it’s gone, and I am grateful that I can spend another day appreciating what I have.
Paris will continue to be on my mind as things continue to wind down here. Less than a month left in London, and I’m starting to get that bittersweet feeling. I have come to love this place and it will be hard saying goodbye; however, I’m excited to be able to hug my friends and family.
Stay safe, everyone.
Beautiful post. Thank you for sharing.