I have traveled a fair bit in my lifetime and have had the opportunity to visit places such as China, Madagascar, Canada, Morocco, and Italy, among a few. These experiences have greatly impacted my own identity as a global citizen and affected my understanding of the world I share with others. In addition, as a Chinese American, I think I am more attune to aspects of both Asian and American culture, while also seeing how the two cultures intersect.
I think that my experiences with multiple cultures from my identity and my own travels has allowed me to maintain a semblance of global awareness. Due to this, I usually do not feel as daunted to travel or do things independently. It’s important to embrace the unknown! However, as I prepare for my upcoming spring semester abroad, I am a bit more anxious than I had expected. I think that more of my anxiety comes from a worry that I won’t be accepted, rather than any fears of encountering different cultures. I have heard that Brits are known to be more emotionally distant and less smiley or cheery. As someone who likes to smile at strangers and include exclamation points in all my texts and emails, this is likely a difference that will take some adjusting.
In addition, I have lived in the Orlando area my whole life, and am unaccustomed to living in a big city. I am sure the experiences of those who are familiar with rural and/or urban lifestyles differ greatly. Although slightly daunted, I am excited to be living in a large city for the first time.
As I get the chance to work with other Brits at my internship and make friends through the CAPA program, I am sure that these fears will fade and I will be able to understand any differences I have with others more clearly. As American students, I am sure my fellow students and I will all struggle and have fun together. Although I have never lived away from home for so long, I embrace this upcoming adventure and all of the nervous excitement I have!