{"id":1246,"date":"2015-05-01T22:38:19","date_gmt":"2015-05-02T02:38:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/social.rollins.edu\/wpsites\/letters\/?p=1246"},"modified":"2019-07-29T21:38:18","modified_gmt":"2019-07-29T21:38:18","slug":"panik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/2015\/05\/01\/panik\/","title":{"rendered":"Panik"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>I was inspired by the description of an air raid in Chapter 7 to insert my character into the situation. What was once a diary entry of a real event is now a fictional description of a former soldier affected by what we now know as PTSD.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Ich \u00f6ffnete meine Augen und ich sah nur die Dunkelheit, die mich umgeben hat. Die Sirene klang, wie jede andere Nacht hier, und ich beeilte mich nach den Luftschutzraum. Ich war eine der Erste da. Wir warten, und alle kommen mit Zeit. M\u00e4xchen kam, und meine Nachbarin auch&#8230;und dann klingt die Flak. Es ist wie Feuerwerke, und vielleicht denken die Kinder so. M\u00e4xchen feiert nicht. F\u00fcnf Minuten sind passiert. Wir m\u00fcssen uns alle ganz ruhig setzen, aber der ehemaliger Soldat in M\u00e4xchen kann nicht.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ich kann das nicht mehr h\u00f6ren!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ich versuchte, um seine W\u00f6rter&nbsp;zu missachten, aber er wurde lauter.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ich kann das nicht mehr h\u00f6ren!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Meine Nachbarin reibt sein R\u00fccken.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ich. Kann. Das. Nicht. Mehr. H\u00f6ren.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Die Bomben schreien. Er schreit.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;ICH KANN DAS NICHT MEHR H\u00d6REN!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Er scheitert. Der Angriff h\u00e4lt ein Paar Minuten sp\u00e4ter. Wir seufzen. Am wenigstens bekommt er genug Schlaf.<\/p>\n<p><em>I&nbsp;opened my eyes and I saw only darkness surrounding me. The siren sounded, like every other night here, and I hurried to the shelter. I was one of the first people there. We wait, and everyone else gets here with time. Max came, and my neighbour as well&#8230;and then we hear the flak. It&#8217;s like fireworks. Maybe the kids think they are. Max isn&#8217;t celebrating. Five minutes pass. We&#8217;re supposed to all be sitting quietly, but the former soldier in Max can&#8217;t do it.&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I can&#8217;t listen to this anymore.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I tried to ignore him, but he got louder.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I can&#8217;t listen to this anymore!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My neighbour rubs his back.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I. Can&#8217;t. Listen. Anymore.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The bombs scream. He screams.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I CAN&#8217;T LISTEN ANYMORE!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>He collapses. The raid stops a few minutes later. We sigh. At least he&#8217;ll get enough sleep tonight.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>~Sam<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was inspired by the description of an air raid in Chapter 7 to insert my character into the situation. What was once a diary entry of a real event is now a fictional description of a former soldier affected by what we now know as PTSD. Ich \u00f6ffnete meine Augen und ich sah nur&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":507,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[367,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-field-studies","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/507"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1246"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1246\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17914,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1246\/revisions\/17914"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}