{"id":718,"date":"2015-02-16T08:40:15","date_gmt":"2015-02-16T08:40:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/social.rollins.edu\/wpsites\/letters\/?p=718"},"modified":"2019-10-28T16:54:53","modified_gmt":"2019-10-28T16:54:53","slug":"here-i-go-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/2015\/02\/16\/here-i-go-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Here I Go, Again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve waited until the last possible moment to write this blog post. I was waiting for a time when I felt relaxed, inspired and motivated to write about my upcoming journey, but that moment never really came. I&#8217;ve been so busy working and packing and getting all sorts of things ready and now here I am, at the gate, ready to depart from Florida to Germany. It wasn&#8217;t until now that it has finally hit me that I&#8217;m leaving.<\/p>\n<p>This isn&#8217;t the first time I&#8217;ve ever done this. I actually studied abroad in Germany for my entire senior year of high school about three years ago. As opposed to the first time, I now know German relatively well, I know how the trains work and I&#8217;ve experienced the culture shock once before. This makes things easier but it definitely doesn&#8217;t completely erase all of the nerves and excitement that I feel. I have lived comfortably between my parents home in Clearwater, Fl and my dorm room at Rollins for the past three years and so this is quite a big change for me. I have gotten so used to the convenience of America and speaking the same language as everyone and now I&#8217;m going back to a foreign country where public transportation, bikes and walking are my only means of getting around and German is my only hope for communication. All of this is nerve-wracking to me when I have gotten so comfortable with driving my own car everywhere, socializing with all my sorority sisters and learning in my favorite classes at Rollins, in ENGLISH. This time, I know what I&#8217;m in for but perhaps that just makes it even more scary. I&#8217;m also a huge worrier, I may not show all of the anxiety I create inside but it&#8217;s there, giving me stomach aches and making me shake. I do however, have a big sense of adventure. I love meeting new people and learning new things. I&#8217;m also in a very historically important country for what I do best, music. For this reason, I am very excited to study, see concerts and operas, visit historical places and simply experience!<\/p>\n<p>Now I live, travel, learn and experience whatever it is Germany has to show me this time around now that I&#8217;m older, more mature and educated!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve waited until the last possible moment to write this blog post. I was waiting for a time when I felt relaxed, inspired and motivated to write about my upcoming journey, but that moment never really came. I&#8217;ve been so busy working and packing and getting all sorts of things ready and now here I&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":191,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jym"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/191"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=718"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18166,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/718\/revisions\/18166"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.rollins.edu\/letters\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}